Day 334: On Saturday I rode my bike to and from work and tagged on a few extra miles for good measure. It was all that my schedule could fit in, but it was still enough to become a hot sweaty mess by the time I locked my bike up outside our apartment.
Day 335: Growing up, religion was a big part of my life until something happened that made me question what I had been taught. I stopped going to church and let myself not feel guilty with the simple thought, “you’ll come back to it when you’re ready.” Well life changed and so did my beliefs on almost everything that matters. My religion now is to love everyone and to do so without hesitation. It’s a constant practice and dedication. My Sunday mornings that used to be filled with church services are now filled with runs, asanas and peaceful questions.
With that being said, I miss the organizational religion and am wanting to get back to it- if it feels right. Mike and I have dedicated our future Sunday morning’s to finding a church home that suits our beliefs. I will work in a run before to make sure I feel grounded in myself before checking out local services. For the next two weeks, I’ll continue to build my own spiritual side up with 40 minute runs in the park. After that, the church dating begins.
PS That was a rant. I ran 40 minutes on Sunday a.m.
Day 336: Yesterday I went to my first yoga class in a week and my body felt rusty and downright, tighhhhhht. Every bend, twist, breath and stretch felt like the first time. Although my body felt stretched beyond it’s limits, as I walked out of the CPY studio, I realized that I had been completely in the moment the entire class. I was present for 60 minutes- which is better than being super bendy, it’s the best thing that’s happened in a long time.
When was the last time you were able to quiet your thoughts and stay present? It’s so hard for me to do. I suppose when you least expect it to happen, it happens.
Day 337: Today I went for an hour-long walk and am searching for a yoga class tonight to honor all of the lives touched by 9/11. I want to breathe with the community and send love and light to everyone around. I suppose I could do that with my own flow in our living room as well. However, if you know of any good ones in the city, please shoot me an email!